Our Secret Lust Affair

I've known her years long before now
She was always so slender and tender and fine
She has a look about her not from here
She's black and yet white and yet brown
See her smile through the mesh of her brace
See the breasts that heave as her breath takes her pace
If I could manage I'd hear her every night
If I could afford we'd take a couple flights
I like to see her dance I like to see her pose
If I could be anything I'd like to be her clothes
To hold her close
To keep her smell
To feel her hair
To be with her, here and there
There's something about her flow
That keeps me on the roll
And so though all I can do is dream
I will as often as possible
All that matters to me now
Is our secret lust affair
For though she does not know
She's an award winning actress
In the story of my life

Sugarchocolatehoneyicetea

There’s a magic about you
A sweetness around you
A beauty that you wield
A love that makes you glow

Your beautiful dark face
Has not one feature misplaced
Your babyish enchanting smile
Has not one ray short of magic

I love that I love you
Your splendor of a slender body
I love to hold you
You melt into my arms like butter in a hot loaf

I wish I were a nicer boy
Treat you like my best toy
I wish I had more than enough money
Show you the reason I call you honey

I hate to make you cry
I hate that my words will sometimes leave you wounds
I hate to see you sad
I hate that I’m not always there when you look

My sugarchocolatehoneyicetea
I miss you so much when I’m not with you
Yet I miss you more when I am
For though you mean so much to me
I can’t seem to show enough
But when I can and do I hope you see
That my love for you abounds like the sea

Sugarchocolatehoneyicetea

There’s a magic about you
A sweetness around you
A beauty that you wield
A love that makes you glow

Your beautiful dark face
Has not one feature misplaced
Your babyish enchanting smile
Has not one ray short of magic

I love that I love you
Your splendor of a slender body
I love to hold you
You melt into my arms like butter in a hot loaf

I wish I were a nicer boy
Treat you like my best toy
I wish I had more than enough money
Show you the reason I call you honey

I hate to make you cry
I hate that my words will sometimes leave you wounds
I hate to see you sad
I hate that I’m not always there when you look

My sugarchocolatehoneyicetea
I miss you so much when I’m not with you
Yet I miss you more when I am
For though you mean so much to me
I can’t seem to show enough
But when I can and do I hope you see
That my love for you abounds like the sea

When i wasn't in love with you

When I wasn’t in love with u

Once upon a time I met a girl
She was dark and big and very beautiful
She was a good flirt; full of shit we talked so much dirt

I remember her little funny voice
Her funny looking teeth and the beautiful sweet smile
She’d call me up all night
We’d talk till there was light
In my head and my heart went bright

She was my partner
Listened every second I had woman trouble
Told me every minute some guy messed up
She didn’t owe me anything
Yet then, she gave me everything
I miss when we could just talk
About everything
No awkward serious silent moments
I miss the bad old days
But that was when I wasn’t in love with you

When love comes into the picture everything changes
You don’t know whether to say it now or later
You don’t know whether its really there or here
You don’t know if it’s going to progress through the stages
All you know is that things are different

Now she’s all I ever think about
She’s the subject of my every talk
The star in my every dream
The rhythm in my every movement
Loving her is without effort
As bad as she could be for me she’s without price

I miss when she’d hit me up online with a nasty password
I miss when I’d lie just so I could be with her
I miss when we’d tease till we ran out of gasps
I miss the girl who became the friend I couldn’t stop liking
But that was when I wasn’t in love with you

Because those times were good but having you now is special
Those days were fun but each second with you now is precious
Those moments are stuck in my memory
But every piece in the puzzle of time with you now is timeless
I miss the old me and you
But nothing beats now that I’m in love with you

I want to Love you

Swing your heart towards mine in a sweet embrace captivate my senses
Take for granted that I’m another’s son make me your little puppet boy
I want to give you a secret that you cannot help not keeping
I want to love you so much your bones will shudder at me
Shivers down your spine pulses through your nerves
I want to love you with all that I am

60 minutes 3 fuckups

I’m better than this
better than making such big fool of myself
and definitely better than
hurting you so

I can blame it all on how much I like u
true sometimes your presence does overwhelm me
I can blame it on how fine I think you are
sometimes your beauty does confuse me
I can blame it on many many things
but that just won’t be enough
cos 3 fuckups in 60 minutes
damn I must be sick

I noe u say apology accepted
but I can’t get myself to turn the page
for the first time in all time
I was with you and yet felt strange
I fucked up so good
I didn’t even need anyone’s help
I fucked up so bad
and it hurts that it got to u

so let me make it up to you
call u each night to sing you a song
wake u up in the morning with sweet lined poems
walk you to your car, purse in my hand
visit you at home with ice cream and all
and as many times as you wish
suck the breath out of me with
a thousand and one kisses
I deserve it
cos 3 fuckups in 60 minutes
damn I must be crazy

Akosua

Akosua

She came from nowhere but now she’s everywhere
Up in my mind down in my heart
She captured something within
She turned on a me that I had lay away
A heartbeat within that I’d refuse to play
Her name is Akosua and she’s ma girl

I speak of love and hope and dreams
I speak of fire and passion and jealousy
Who would have thought I’d stay up late to talk on the phone
Or that my proud self will come visiting once or twice a week
Who would have imagined that I could be so weak
Enslaved by love, my all is her own
If love were a movie, I’d be a box office hit!

My heart hurts one too many times
She says words that wound my soul and choke my breath and slow my pulse
She does acts that cripple my thought and impair my sight and despair my might
She takes me to the point
Where pain is my gain
Where I strain only to get stained
And I stress only for distress
Fighting over a lot even her dress
But quarrel or argument, battle or war, the breeze comes and refreshes our love
Einstein was right
How on earth are you ever going to explain in terms of chemistry and physics so important a biological phenomenon as love?"

The first time we kissed there was no sparks just pure lust
But through the times, through the days
I have known no more love than what she gives to me
I have tasted no wine sweeter than the waters of her lips
I have admired no better landscape than the body she possesses
Her eyes are nice
Her hugs are warm
Her kisses are sweet
But her heart is good
And that’s what matters
When you find the right person
You suddenly stop searching
Not because she fits the world’s best descriptions ever
But because she fills your heart, she satisfies your body
And captures your soul

No one is too young for love, because love doesn't come from your mind, which knows your age, but from your heart, which knows no age.
But love is not merely butterflies in your tummy
Or a Cinderella story that ends happily ever after
Love is a war; a battle love is growing up
It is giving up what makes you comfortable for the other to feel that he matters
Love is like a butterfly, hold it too tight, it'll crush, hold it too loose, it'll fly
Love is like quicksand - the deeper you fall in it the harder it is to get out
Love is doing it right even when I’m not here because I’d be mad if I knew you did it left

Akosua
You’ve taken my might, you’ve blinded my sight
You’ve put to flight my every single kite
But you have been my light, the reason my smile is bright
My restitution in the time of destitution
My compensation in the time of substitution
I can play you over and over like an old record
And still enjoy every note of you
I can read you like a book over and over
And still enjoy every word like it’s a new vocabulary
I’ve given up trying for nothing you do
Is enough to make me tired of loving you
I don’t know why it took me so long
To let my lips say the words
But what my lips feared to say
I’m glad now that my heart has said so loud and bold
I love you

©Joe d’Breeze